New Beginnings

Oh my goodness, friends i don't even know where to start tonight.

I took a muscle relaxer last night because i've been waking up in the mornings 

feeling like my head is to heavy for my neck to support, which results in a headache! 

well it took an effort to wake up this morning but i got up and went to work at work i kept 

getting dizzy spells, which is not very good, and i kept feeling like i was going to be sick so i got permission

to go home early, my wonderful boyfriend had just arrived and followed me back to make sure that i was okay.

i slept for about an hour and woke up feeling a little bit better, i had to go to class and take a test i think

that the test went well despise how sick i felt. I got out of class and went to walmart, where i got

hit on twice! this one guy told me he should be a Mormon because that where all the pretty

girls are found. the other guy told me i was the 2nd prettiest girl in utah, i wasn't wearing 

any makeup at this point so this made me feel really good! then the battery in my devil 

car wont work anymore! i know it really suck!!! so we have to get that looked at

tomorrow! then today i met with the bishop in my new ward, OH MY!!!!!!!!!!

i didn't think i would like this ward but this bishop is amazing i left his office

on a spiritual high!!! i am so grateful for Heavenly Fathers hand in my life,

without me even telling him the Bishop knew just what to say to help

me out!!! 

Just so you all know I do have a testimony of our Savior Jesus Christ and his love for me and all his siblings. Our Father in Heaven is taking care of us and I know that without a doubt he knows each of us and will help us as much as possible to be able to return to him! We have a living Prophet on this Earth who leads and guides us! I know that our Bishops and Leaders are called of God and will uplift as much as we will allow them too!

Group...

Boy has today been an interesting day...so many decisions i need to make soon and so little time to make them.

1. School gets out in a month!!! (i thought i had more time) and i say it like that because i am currently in the process of deciding to continue on with school or go full time at work and do online classes, or go full time and pause with school...i just don't know.

2.  I need a new car! desperately, my car has been through so much but i don't want to drive with the constant worry of it falling to pieces. 

3. I have come to the realization i am not a group person, i am very much so a traveler (so to speak) i go from group to group to group. I'm not good at being tied down (to one group, i don't mind having a boyfriend...in fact i pretty much love it) 

4. I am not sure who i am...I think that the lord has gotten to the point that he is just about to run with me (ME!) and that is when Satan says "here are people that will help you" when it all reality they distract me from being who the Lord wants me to be

 

So here it is. i am on a mission to discover what it means to be a daughter of God all over again. I've decided that i am going to do personal progress again, i know i'm not a young women but i was so young when i got mine before and i was in it for....well lets the honest the bling! this time i am in it for me!!! 

So its time for me to be me. And if you don't like who i am becoming then that is your problem, because here is the deal.

I AM A DAUGHTER OF GOD

And its about time i start acting like one! 

Life

Life...
That is such a complicated word, most people just deal with it, you here over and over again from other "life sucks" "i wish my life was over" from others you here "my life is so fantastic right now" "i am loving life"well i have had both of those in my lifetime so far and all i can say it i like the common ground. My life is good, i am really happy, so let me tell you a little bit about what is going on in my life right now. 


In life you take a lot of steps, your first steps as a baby, when you go to school for the first time, when you graduate high school/start college, when your married and start a family of your own. I just completed the step of graduating high school/starting college. And i'll tell you i've had quite the adventure so far! I am learning a lot about who i am. 


I graduated from Hunter High School class of 2011, looking back there is a lot of things about myself that i would have changed in high school but if i wouldn't have lived it out the way i did then i wouldn't be the girl typing this right now. 


So what happens in the life of Natalie, not a lot actually, i have a plate full of responsibilities, i have a part time job as a Teller at Mountain America Credit Union, i go to SLCC part time, and i am a full time girlfriend (to the most amazing man) however i am also a daughter, sister, and friend. so as you can imagine my life gets a little stressful.


Lets start with the first thing i do, i wake up every morning at 7:30 to get ready to go to work, back in August i got hired on to be a teller. I was so excited!! it really has been a satisfying job, however i'm ready for more, whether i go to full time work or a loan officer or something different i don't know, but we will wait till the summer to find out what happens there.


I am a student, I am currently taking 3 classes, computer, personal finance, and human development, one day i will be a second grade teacher, taking classes slowly, but eventually i'll make it there


as for being a girlfriend, well its everything i could ask for! i have the most amazing boyfriend! we have been together for about 2 months now and i have been so happy, i will be sending him on his mission, he should be able to turn his papers in, in about 2 weeks, i am so excited but nervous, at the same time. You know what you want someone to do something because you know it'll be good for them, but it'll be hard for you. Thats where i am with this decision. but i am so proud of him for choosing to serve the Lord. 

Well thats all i've got for today! goodnight world!